viernes, 11 de diciembre de 2009

APRENDIENDO A CONVIVIR CON EL CÁNCER

Hoy me han hecho quimioterapia, la 3 de 12 que consta este segundo ciclo, ya queda menos.No puedo dormir,siempre me pasa la primera noche, supongo que es por la medicación Como no duermo, pues pienso.Cuando empecé a escribir el blog,había que ponerle un titulo y elegí el de "convivir con el cáncer" de una manera poco consciente, en realidad fue el titulo el que me eligió (mi cabeza está bien,no os preocupeis)y digo que el titulo me eligió porque apareció así sin pensar y ahora empiezo a entenderlo. Nos pasamos la vida aprendiendo a convivir con los tiempos que nos vamos marcando y unas veces los elegimos y otra es la misma vida quien nos los impone. Cuando mis hijas eran pequeñas , mi tiempo lo marcaban ellas, sus rutinas, sus horarios y aprendí como hacemos todos. Ahora la vida me marca este tiempo y aprendo a vivir con ello, a convivir con el cáncer,en mi día a día, en mi rutina, en mis viajes, en mi ocio, está el cáncer.Se ha convertido en mi compañero de viaje en mi barómetro.Alguien lo describió , como mi enemigo,pero os aseguro que no lo es.Alguien dijo que en mi blog no hay dolor,y quizás sea así, no lo sé, pero es lo que siento.Cuando me diagnosticaron el tumor, supe que mi vida iba a cambiar para siempre, pero no me desesperé en ningún momento, me organicé, quise saber, recabé toda la información que fui capaz de digerir y empecé a caminar despacito, porque mi momento vital no es para arrancar a correr. No me quejo de este compañero de viaje y aunque es bien cierto que nunca lo hubiera elegido. La enfermedad me está quitando muchas cosas ,es duro mirarse al espejo y difícil acostumbrarse al dolor , de cuando a en cuando hay que detenerse , recolocarse y llorar si es necesario, pero también me está dando cosas, sobre todo calma a pesar que quizás en mi blog pueda transmitir prisa y ganas de acabar, como me dijo un amiga.Es cierto que existe esa impaciencia, soy impaciente por naturaleza por eso valoro esa calma. Sé con las cartas que juego y también sé como puede acabar la partida, pero mientras tanto , intento cada día sacar coraje para disfrutar por seguir estando aquí ciertamente casi siempre lo consigo .En resumen que si la vida me ha ofrecido un limón pues yo me hago una limonada....es lo que hay

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Rosa dijo...

¡Que lección tan extraordinaria de vida!
Bravo, Carme.

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Siempre es importante cuando la vida parece que te ha pegado un palo, buscar en tu interior el positivo...y si no.. con el limón.. pedir tequila y sal...
Un abrazo

Rosa dijo...

No sé si hemos llegado a hablar alguna vez de RESILENCIA.

Te dejo algunas definiciones:

- Habilidad para surgir de la adversidad, adaptarse, recuperarse y acceder a una vida significativa y productiva. (ICCB,1994)

- Historia de adaptaciones exitosas en el individuo que se ha visto expuesto a factores biológicos de riesgo o eventos de vida estresantes; además, implica la expectativa de continuar con una baja susceptibilidad a futuros estresores (Luthar y Zingler, 1991; Masten y Garmezy, 1985; Werner y Smith, 1982 en Werner y Smith, 1992).

- Enfrentamiento efectivo ante eventos y circunstancias de la vida severamente estresantes y acumulativos (Lösel, Blieneser y Köferl en Brambing et al., 1989).

- Capacidad humana universal para hacer frente a las adversidades de la vida, superarlas o incluso ser transformado por ellas. La resiliencia es parte del proceso evolutivo y debe ser promovido desde la niñez (Grotberg, 1995).

- La resiliencia distingue dos componentes: la resistencia frente a la destrucción, esto es, la capacidad de proteger la propia integridad bajo presión; por otra parte, más allá de la resistencia, la capacidad para construir un conductismo vital positivo pese a circunstancias difíciles (Vanistendael, 1994). Según este autor, el concepto incluye además, la capacidad de una persona o sistema social de enfrentar adecuadamente las dificultades, de una forma socialmente aceptable.

Besos, Nena.

Anna dijo...

Me ha encantado todo, pero sobre todo, la lección del limón y la limonada....

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